In February I planned and bought tickets for a trip to Egypt with my two closest friends in the Emirates. A month later they froze me out and did the Egypt trip without me. I decided to make a last minute trip back home. It was good to remind me that I have friends and close family in the US.
Back in the Emirates I have worked hard over the past two months to make my life better. I realized I couldn't put so much weight in only two friends - it left me too vulnerable. I started working out. I've been working out 6 days a week since early March. I've been religiously taking my meds. Soon I'll have blood work done to see if the 20 pounds I've lost and being a good pill taker have any effect.
Work has not been going well. I pretty much fell short on every goal I had for my new job. My boss is more OK with it than I am. I'm going to give it one more year mainly because I have to prove I can do better.
Overall, I am in much better shape physically and mentally compared to March. My next step is to get back to blogging. Given what was going on in my life blogging was hard - I felt screwed over by close friends and nothing at work was going right. Good times.
I think things are better now but the test will be if I can post every day in June. Wish me luck and please try to remember to stop back here. I know you get out of the habit of checking the blog when I don't post...
So glad you are feeling better!!!! So proud of you...that is not easy. I'll keep reading, you keep writing. We MUST get together when you are home!
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Good luck, and I've been checking your blog daily even without the updates. Hope to see you again soon!!
ReplyDeleteThank you... seriously, I am happy you wrote this. - Steve
ReplyDeleteStill here, still waiting for you to come home again. Glad to hear you're taking care of yourself. - Denise
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